urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baconlawndance baconlawndance baconlawndance 2007-02-06T18:29:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baconlawndance:729 2007-02-06T18:29:58Z 2007-02-06T18:29:58Z It just takes time they say. But how much time?<br />a year? a month? a couple weeks?<br />When i'm alone, i want to call him and make things better<br />but it is impossible to make things better. he chose the bottle<br />over me, but yet he has a million girls. I just don't want to be <br />lonely anymore. Even though it's only been two weeks its pretty hard<br />coming out of a relationship of almost two years. Trust me i'm trying to <br />get past this stage, i'm just tired of trying. I'm fucking miserable inside.<br />Today I missed school, and since the time I woke up to now, i've been thinking about<br />the first time me and him met. It was so perfect, we we're so perfect, but nothing<br />last forever, that is for sure. I want to meet someone that makes me forget<br />makes me ifinite again, but i guess everyone has a time limit on happiness.<br /><br /><br /><br />I'm not sure who I am<br />I'm not sure who I am but I know who I've been<br />And I said you can't make everybody happy<br />He said you'd like to at least make yourself happy though<br />I'm not sure who I am<br />I'm not sure who I am but I know who I've been